Today is the first day of my summer vacation from work and the sad part is I don't know what to do with myself!
Working from a home office is hard. It takes organization and discipline. The biggest downfall apart from the isolation is not having any boundries. At any time, and hour of the day or night I can walk through the double doors of my office and work, connect, create and do all the things that I do to keep the preverbial train moving.
So staycations and days "off" don't actually happen for me unless I physically leave the house, better yet leave the country.
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So today I cleaned the house from top to bottom. And now I'm forcing myself to sit and be still.
My mind is racing with "what ifs" after Mondays biopsies. Everyone keeps telling me that I just need to sit still and calm my mind but keeping fanatically busy is the only thing that keeps me from thinking about all the "what ifs"
Suddenly I have too much time on my hands...
Working from a home office is hard. It takes organization and discipline. The biggest downfall apart from the isolation is not having any boundries. At any time, and hour of the day or night I can walk through the double doors of my office and work, connect, create and do all the things that I do to keep the preverbial train moving.
So staycations and days "off" don't actually happen for me unless I physically leave the house, better yet leave the country.
.
So today I cleaned the house from top to bottom. And now I'm forcing myself to sit and be still.
My mind is racing with "what ifs" after Mondays biopsies. Everyone keeps telling me that I just need to sit still and calm my mind but keeping fanatically busy is the only thing that keeps me from thinking about all the "what ifs"
Suddenly I have too much time on my hands...
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